missing my little one

So I’m sitting here at work, and looking at the pictures from the previous post (OMG, I love that one of her in her little hat) and the pictures on my desk and seriously missing my little girl.   I love to just sit and hold her and, if she’s not screaming, just hold my forehead against her forehead and have little moments with her. I find myself spending most of my time home just torn… I still want to do the things I did before she arrived, but I still want to spend time with her. If she would allow it, I would love to plop her in the front carrier and sit at my computer and do some coding, looking at her whenever I needed to. But she would never go for that, unless she was asleep. So I take the time that I can, and just have to accept that I can’t see her all the time.

I’m not sure how Chels is going to handle it when she goes back to work. If she missed the dog as much as she did when she was at work, how is she going to handle being away from her snugglebug when she’s been home with her for three months?

I still miss them both though.