tiggity tag by jizosh

9 T.V. Shows I watch:
1-heros
2-office
3-er
4-house hunters
5-law and order
6-bones
7-sweat equity
8-good eats
9-house hunters international

9 Favorite Restaurants:
1-rumbi
2-spag factory
3-settebello
4-jasons deli
5-subway/blimpie
6-einsteins
7-litzas
8-macaroni grill
9-cisero’s

9 Things that happened yesterday:
1-got up at 2am w skye
2-got up at 5am w skye
3-went on a 2 hour walk w neighborly friend
4-cleaned
5-answered work emails
6-changed a pruney diaper
7-clipped skye’s nails
8-paid some hospital bills
9-watched missed episodes of heros and office because of skyes bedtime ritual

9 things that I am looking forward too:
1-watching skye grow up
2-skye’s first christmas
3-coziness in the house w snow outside
4-european vacations
5-helping skye do her homework
6-getting benjam a computer
7-sleep
8-cousins for skye
9-retirement w benjam

9 things on my wish list:
1-another baby someday
2-fancy schmancy camera and the skills to use it
3-never having to redo my roots again
4-financial security for our families
5-a new car
6-more patience when learning new things
7-sleep
8-remodeling the house and new furniture to go w it
9-shopping spree

wisdom of a 4 month old

Sometimes I think we are most wise when we are babies. All babies want is to be loved, to be touched with affection and gentle sincerity. Every day is a new opportunity to discover something new and with new challenges to step up to and overcome. Socioeconomics is not yet a part of their vocabulary, neither are the pressures of society, nor of ourselves. Human interaction in it’s simplest, most genuine form is all that is necessary for communication and there are no hidden agendas or reading between the lines in conversations. It is so easy to love babies because there are no expectations, just pure, unconditional love in the highest sense.

I love my baby girl. so. much.

the meaning of life

well, i think it’s inevitable. if you have a blog, or any kind of diary, you have to write about the meaning of life.

so here is my meaning of life, and if it gets too philosophical for you, stop reading, i don’t care…   or do i?

anywho…  me and my girl were driving home one day, talking about our childhoods, and it got me thinking about my life as a whole.

now i’m not just talking about the little stuff, or just the big stuff, i mean the whole thing, every bit of it. i had never thought about my life like that and it got me thinking… what makes a life, or better yet, what makes a life good?

everybody is so determined to make a difference in the world, to be somebody. i don’t think this is what life is about, because, let’s be honest, how many of us are really going to make a difference outside of our own little bubbles?

but that’s just the point, you don’t have to make a difference outside your own little bubble. you don’t even have to make a difference inside your own little bubble. the key to true happiness — and this is just a theory, but it seems to be a good one — is to live your life. don’t try to make a difference, don’t live the life others want you to live, just live… do what makes you happy. and along the way, and this is important, so pay attention…  along the way, let others make a difference in you.

if somebody comes along and changes you, not a lot, just enough that you are a slightly new person (but some may change you completely…  mly), then you have increased the value of that persons life, and letting others know that they are the cause of your happiness makes them happy, and in turn makes you happy.

so not so long story short, and so i can steal another quote: don’t try to be a great man, just be a man, the rest will take care of itself. and if you have a little fun on the way, all the better. because life isn’t here for you to change it, or take it for granted, it’s here for you to enjoy.   and if along the way you are remembered by those who touched you… even better.

just a thought i had to share.
please comment and share your own thoughts.

election day aggravation

well…   it’s official…  Utah politics sucks my ass. I can’t believe that that many people are willing to throw away the rights of other people based on the sole fact that thier (the other people) way of life makes them (the stupid ones) uncomfortable.

election day was yesterday and on the ballot was a constitutional amendment (#3) that changed the definition of marraige to being the union of a man and a woman. it also took away the rights of any other such union. here is the actual text of that ammendment:

(1) Marriage consists only of the legal union between a man and a woman.
(2) No other domestic union, however denominated, may be recognized as a marriage or given the same or substantially equivalent legal effect.

now, the first part in itself is severly fucked up. why?  because. who are we to say that two people who aren’t a man and woman can’t get married?  why does it make you so uncomfortable?  and why do you think that by taking away thier rights it’s going to make you feel better about yourself?  i mean, while we’re at it, why don’t we take away women’s rights, and the rights of blacks, too?  what makes a gay marraige so threataning?  is it the fact that some book says it’s a sin and therefore it must be true?  or is it something to do with the safety of children?  because lord knows that gay people can’t love a child the way straight people can *end sarcasm*.
the second part of this little two line atrosity is even worse. look at it closely. it takes away the rights of common law marraiges, for ALL PEOPLE, not just same sex couples, who now, by law, can’t get married, visit each other in the hospital, make desicions in times of emergency, and determine what is best for the person with whom they’ve shared their whole life and love with because a single sentence that just got added to the utah constitution says so. how fucked up is that?
and don’t even get me started on the damn presidential election. i mean, if i hear one more person say they hate bush, AND THEN NOT VOTE FOR KERRY?!!  wtf?  i hear it all over the place… that bush is stupid and bush is lame, and bush sucks at this and bush sucks at that…  blah blah blah…  well, you just had your chance to fix it and what did you do?  sat on your ass and moaned about it. i voted. but only two of the things i voted for passed because the rest of the people in this closed-minded, bigoted state can’t see past thier own narrow feelings.

*end venting*

sorry about that, i’m just so frustrated, and it’s not just utah, like 12 states passed similar amendments. i mean, seriously.

— insert huge topic change here —

so…  i got engaged a little while ago, kinda excited, kinda nervous, kinda swamped with school, work, and now planning for a wedding (ok, not really ‘planning’, but saying ‘okay, sure’ to ideas my fiance throws out).  it’s not like i’m super stressed right now, but there are times when i’m not quite sure where to start and it gets to me a little bit.

also just got back from disneyland where my niece had her fourth birthday, got to hang out with my sister, and my niece for a day while at California Adventure, which is way cool. Tower of Terror is awesome, i recommend it to anybody, except for you wussies out there.

i’m also working on the new corporate intranet and public site for EGI, which is pretty dang huge for a guy who only designs websites as a hobby. the site uses ColdFusion, which is a server side script not unlike php and perl. although it does have its pros and cons. pro is its simplicity, theres no distinguising between the code and the html while coding, the code merely consists of specific html ‘tags’ (for instance <cfif> </cfif>), but because of it’s simplicity, it’s also a little harder to do complex things without a superfluous amount of code.

i also designed a site for a friend of mine (soon to be brother-in-law through two marriages) at www.photmillard.com.  i really like the way the site turned out for him, i’m actually quite proud of it. it’s simple, but the backend is custom coded in php to select a different random picture from each of the various photo albums and display it as a rollover on the main page every time it is refreshed. i also re-skinned the photo album that he uses (the same php script as mine), and created all new graphics, edited css, and code.

anywho…   it’s been a while, sorry to keep everybody in the dark about what’s going on, but i been busy.
plur, lates

p.s.- you may also notice (if you frequent my blog) that the look (and script) has changed, i was forced to do this by some weinie that kept comment spamming my blog. why do people feel they have to be dickheads?  what happened to respect?

dr. scholls

i finally went to see a doctor today…  didn’t really need/want/have the money to, but my mom said that she would help pay for it, so i went. she pretty much forced me to go, but whatever…  they took a few x-rays of my foot, and surprise, surprise… nothing was broken, just like i thought, but he said that it would take up to 4-6 months for it to be all back to the way it was before, and he gave me some icing instructions to do like 5 times a day, but who has time to ice their foot five times a day? seriously?   but it’s good to know that it’s not broken, and that after the swelling goes down, he’ll help to put the one bone that is slightly out of place back to where it should be.

so that’s the moral of the story, don’t eat wooden nickels…

plur, hasta

ouch

well…  i’m supposed to play at Bricks today, still am, but i fucked up my ankle and that’s all i have to say about that.

stupid ankle

yay stress >(

i had a pretty big test today in Philosophy, so i was up all night studying, and while i was walkin around, just killin time, because i needed a break from aristotle, the Buddha, and tryin to fix the stupid water sprinkler, i walked in the garage and noticed that there was a garage door open and a car halfway stickin out of it so i couldn’t close it.

i told my roommate (thats kinda wierd, i have a roommate) to pull in his car so that I could close his garage. it was like 12 midnight, not an unreasonable request…  he tells me he’s gonna do it, and yet, an hour later (1 o’clock for those of you not keeping track) his car is still pokin out of the garage and the door still isn’t shut.

i go downstairs to see what the fuh, and he tells me he’s leaving, so i told him to either leave quick or pull his car in or he’s gonna hafta buy new whatever was stolen. he gets all huffy and says ‘fine, i’ll pay for whatever gets stolen’ and i leave, somewhat satisfied. about a half an hour later, my girlfriend comes in and tells me that he (the roommate) just walked in on some drunk guy tryin to steal my girlies bike!  he feels pretty bad about it, but i have to be sure this guy isn’t passed out in the back yard or something, so i go back there, and while i’m playing vigilante through the neighborhood, the wind catches the front door (mostly glass) and slams it shut, breaking the window.

so…    recap…

test today
issues with roommate
attempted burglary
busted front door

couldnt sleep AT ALL

poopy huh  =(      dont you just love blogs?!?     long stories with no point at all!     =D